I find myself having performed a psychological 180 degree turn this weekend.
This past week has been crazy busy. The other EA was absent this week on leave, so it was arranged that I would work full-time to cover her absence. As a result I was supporting my boss and my boss’s boss (which I have kind of been doing previously, as the other EA also works part-time, so I cover for her on the day’s she’s not there).
And I did a great job. I would even go so far as to say a fantastic job. I had feedback from others to say that they had never seen A, my boss’s boss, so organised. I felt like I moved into a great working relationship with him. He’s quite quirky but we established a kind of give-and-take dynamic very quickly and it really worked well. I drafted some correspondence for him and he was very impressed at my writing abilities. At the end of the week I gave him a rundown on what he had coming up (appointments and tasks I had scheduled for him) and he asked me not to hand those items back to his regular EA, but instead keep carriage of them. Other people in our department commented to me that there was a very different work environment at play when I was there as opposed to the other EA; that it was more dynamic, comfortable and easygoing. I achieved a lot.
And it was busy. I have been on a bit of a high from the adrenaline of working in a fast-paced environment. And I loved it. I loved my job, the busy-ness, achieving goals for an exec and knowing that I was keeping him – and my usual boss – both on track. Getting feedback to that effect was great. I even loved being there full-time as I was able to get a feel for the day-to-day rhythm of the work environment, which is not something that happens when you miss 2 workdays every week, as priorities and events can change so much in that short amount of time.
So this just adds to my confusion. Maybe I *am* on the right path for me. 2 weeks ago if you had asked me “Does your job allow you to use your best talents and abilities?”, I would have given a resounding “No.” I felt like a fish out of water – in the wrong place at the wrong time. After this past week, my answer would be almost the complete opposite. I was using my best abilities. And, from what I can surmise, the work environment seemed to be influenced by me.
And now the opportunist in me is hard at work. I can learn a lot from this industry, and while not directly related, I can leverage my bachelor degree to my advantage in choosing a postgraduate course that could possibly give me some grounds for advancement in the future. Not now – in a year or two.
I’m still on a high this morning from my week of full-time work. I don’t think that happens in a job you hate, right?