I think this is it. I’ve hit the bottom, albeit without the effects of booze or drugs.
I’m 44, living a life I don’t want. I need a complete lifestyle makeover.
What’s that quote about insanity being defined as doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result?
Something has got to change.
On the way to work 
It is the definition of insanity by Albert Einstein.
And although the goal may seem really far for now but you started the path of change
Thanks. It’s like I’ve been stumbling in the dark for a while and suddenly I see the light up ahead.